The night the eyes and the ...

Do you have an idea how much sadness lies beneath those ghastly eyes
I was always about love, you were always about those tiny fights
Sincerely hope to God that he gives you the rightful insight
Atleast may be you know how to differentiate the wrong from the right
I open my eyes and still see darkness ,I try to muster all my might
Is this a cul de sac , a tunnel that I take hoping to find some light
I still wonder whether I have gone blind or it is just another night
A night which will pass away certainly and my mind sees again the day's light

As I go pensive lost somewhere in the train of my thoughts
May be the train would stop somewhere at a place sans the drought
The drought which has dried up happiness and pain it has brought
I wonder what I am going to do these long years I have got
Again the mind goes numb with pain and makes me suffer a lot
I pray I could go back in time and wish we had never fought
Was it I who did not make a move , was it worth a shot?
This I wonder still trying to seek answers, caught in my web of thoughts

"The ILEs"


I have been heart broken,I have been missing happiness for quite a while
Suddenly you come in like a gush of fresh air, add that element of smile

Your beauty is a show-stopper, your charisma is free of any guile
You are like the respite which someone gets after closing a long buried file

Even when I am worn out, tired, hurt, you wanna make me walk that extra mile
Holding someone's hands , with her lustruous hair brushing against my shoulders,it has been a while

Oh can't you see how much life you infuse in this soul with your vivacious smile
You seem to be that nurturing force that has let me out of my shell, my exile


When I touch your hands, your tiny fingers stick out ,oh they look so fragile
But in reality these fragile hands have been my real strength all this while


You helped me get out of my last association which was nothing but full of vile
It was mea culpa to trust someone so much, but how could I help it , I was so docile

With her all my efforts , my emotions, my thoughts seem to run futile
With you I feel surrounded by positivity , my imagination turns fertile

Oh happiness seemed to avoid me ,I used to busrt into guffaws of laughter erstwhile
Before you walked in there was utter chaos, I was turning into an imbecile

I was losing my head , making millions of mistakes turning into a senile
You came in rescued me , undid my sorrow ,getting me this better tomorrow,letting me relive my charms- charms which were so boy like, so puerile


This association with you was so divine ,so immaculate,so unforgettable as if each moment was worthwhile
You make pain go away, you ward off my sorrow, you kill my unjoy , as if you are the magic wand and all the pain in the world in just volatile

my heart out: The black Box

my heart out: The black Box

The black Box

Pls return back my thoughts,that have captured you and now they are haunting me
You stole my peace, parting us into you and Me when we were meant to be We
Don't you understand these walls between us can't be in our hearts, can't you See
One of us was meant to have a box full of emotions ,the other was supposed to have the key
You let them brew out of the box, expuragating the wildest emotions and gave away the key

The girl in blue

I watch her from the knook of my eye everyday
yesterday today and the upcoming day

Somehow she resonates the strings of my heart's imaginary harp
Certainly her infectious smile has an effect so sharp

Her aura obliterates you completely takes you off your toes
Remember her sincerity suave drives away your woes

Her persona epitomizes her dignity

She looks no less then a reincarnation of trinity

Is it love is it lust or is it a fatal attraction

The heart is pumping ,effervescent with affection

How am I related to her is an enigma and an unanswered question

Still I feel that there is a kind of connection

The heart has stopped,beat is frozen, life seems to be stuck in that fraction

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Entangled in the ever-embracing shackles of temptestuous life ;his heart cribs to break-free

Still trying to get rid of the captivating effects of so-called love which it might never achieve

Seems like a distant uncouth possibility which the not known Mr. Nobody is trying to deceive

And then the poorest of his hearts' imagine ;thinking all over again about her charms

Does she remember nothing ;even the evenings they spent together in each other arms

She sold love for a better bargain and the same he bartered for agony and pain

Puzzled like crosswords and confused like riddles is what his heart is;crying in disdain

Wonders his heart that if could actually seek a wish, what would it actually ask

Would it ask for her heart bleeding too which he wants to visualize hidden in a mask

Why is he still desperate to prove to her that he is good and his heart still feeble

When he knows to the fullest of truths that the good has parted and his heart is now evil

Pygmalionized

In my own foolish world , I created an ideal woman - Dew
Pygmalion had Galatea , and all I have is you

I fell in love with your beauty which this world can't see
You liberate my entrapped passion ,setting my soul free

As Pygmalion begged Aprodhite to breathe life into the statue
Likeways,I beg God to fulfill my wish and grant me just you.

In all these wasteful years,I realised that I am a man of words,not so few
But I am not blessed enough to let them pour out to express them to you

You are my favorite fantasy, your face an ecstasy, your smile a spell
Your talk is so mellifluous , an olio of charms you are for which i fell

My mind counsels me to forget you, to dampen your thought
Heart refuses to let you go, and let your memoirs rot

They have been at daggers drawn over what to do with you
The only point they agree on is that you are one of the few

People ridicule my exaggerated imagination -mocking at the world i created for you n me
All i have is hope against hope,that my sinopure dreams will materialize ,for them to see

The day shall come when you will be mine, when parting-oceans between us will dry
When I will be sitting by your side gazing in your eyes under the star studded sky

Underneath the smiling moon, on the velvet turf,chanting hymns of love

But imaginations do go wrong,love does get defeated,dreams do get shattered
So I dont let words pour out of my mouth, to end up things that mattered

I prefer to pygmalionize my small imagiantive world
where I have you and therefore happiness ,oh sweet one!!

Kitni baatein kahne ko hai

Kuch baatein rah jaati hai ankahi
Chup rah akr kya mila,kuch kahte to sahi

Bas chup chaap dekh kar muskura dena
door se dekhna aur paas aakar gardan fira lena

chahtee kya ho tum ?, ek baar kah toe deti
Ek baar kam se kam humaara imtihaan toe leti

Hum toe rah gaye itne bad naseeb
Chah kar bhi naa aa paaye tumhaare kareeb


Jisko tum samjhti rahi mera guroor
Woh tha darr "naa sunn ne kaa "ey huzoor

Kuch Na ,behtar hai Naa se maanti hona
Batao!! Naa mil paana accha hai yaa khona?

Itni baatein kahne ko thi par hum bhi chhup rahein tum bhi
shayad kuch aisa ho , mil jaaye kahi aur fir kabhi

Issi aasha mei likh rha hoo yeh ki tum shayad parr paayogi issey kabhi kisi dinn
Tab tak mai karunga tumhaara intezzar,ginunga saal,mahine aur har ek dinn

Unsaid words

Of my years fifteen plus ten
these 2 won't come again
As i walk and cry in the rain
Hiding tears that start to drain
Repenting my mealncholiness,tears well up in my eye
I try to think hard ,but still can't justify ...

Justify what ,I just think a lotCry for what?
emotions beginning to rot

Can't blame you for raking them up again
As you entrap my thoughts as I walk in the rain

You are too good, too good to inflict any pain
It is just my foolish alter ego that makes me feign

Feign what..a stupid thought arising in my heart's alcove
A self-belief that you can't make me fall in love

But you prove me wrong everytime I go in a pensive mood
I just wonder you being nice,I am just too rude

Please don't think I don't want to reciprocate
the heart just wants to do it,the mind equivocates

I have lost it before, can't afford to lose it now
Why don't you give it a try,heart and mind at row

It is just I am a man of few words who can't just say
I want you to understand ..for me its no child's play
Alas!! my mind and heart yet agin, at fray

I am still waiting for that lucky day
When I just won't look down ,i'll look in your eye

I wil prove to you, I am not rude nor I am shy
Wait for the day when my eye meets you eye
And that day would the last day when I would cry........

Innocence los

Was it really you or my exaggerated imagination
Was it really you murmering or my increased palpitation


I could see you sitting across the floor on tht parapet
I thought I was drunk dreaming and could not believe it a bit

Then I got a rude shock when I saw you with tht cursed glass in you hand
What are friends for, it was brought to you by a friend

I still could not believe it was you who was gulping down the drink
With your scarcastic smile and the bloddy glass filled upto the brink

As a chain reaction the first thing I did was to give myself a violent shake
To make sure it was nit hallucination ,actually not fake

The night I could not drink another glass,I raised the toast but could actually not drink it ..Alas

I realised how bad ,was this place ,
that made you lose your innocence

I never fell in love with your face
It was just the innocence
Trapped between you temple and chin

I could not drink seeing you drink,
Could not smoke either
it came as a rude shock

I left the party went away
Wondering...Innocnce lost is love lost

God proved me wrong one more time.......

Her Charisma

the serene face the innocent smile
remember the day we perambulated that fake mile

the day I realised you were that kinda girlwith the wrong kinda guy
Ofcourse not me ,but definitely not him that is true.

Alas !!Those few moments the time just flew

I wish I could turnback time
and muster enough courage to make you mine

I am pretty unsure whether I fell in love with your innocence
Or just again infatuated by your amicable face

I seem to be dumbfounded and don't realise why
i see my unborn children,I moment I look into your eye
The number of times we meet- I still contemplate
Is it my exaggerated imagination or an act of fate

They say you give it a fresh start ,it is never too late
But the only ting I am sure of ,I have always been unlucky in matters of fate.

my heart out: that bloody fraction

my heart out: that bloody fraction

my heart out: that bloody fraction

that bloody fraction

my heart out: that bloody fraction

that bloody fraction

my heart out: that bloody fraction

that bloody fraction

that bloody fraction

Don’t give me that piercing frosty-nosed look
It is so cold, vitriolic ,in turn makes me feel like a crook
This is my life and not a business of urs
Don’t exploit it for profits u want to book
Your fathomless appetite for making me miserable
The straight life of mine which u wanna gobbledegook
For heaven’s sake once retrospect
Shake your soul, try to inspect
In your eyes ,does love bear no respect
It is the question of the day infact
It was once I wanted to go away
But did you ever wanted me to stay?
A iota of a glance of urs once made my day
The same thing now forces me to pray
For me its ominous ,forbidden to see
My soulz liberated,my heart is free
Free from the shackles of your fatal attraction
It seems to be nothing more than a distraction
Keep your ploys apart from your soul just for a fraction
Soul-search yourself ,you know the reason for my traction
All I want you is to think for the second’s fraction
You’ll realize, when you now belong to the PARIAH section

Love meets Confusion and Vice-versa

Perhaps dudee has fallen in love again
My friends tell me this,
All this makes me feel "sweetly insane"

She is pretty for sure
Looks best when draped in AZURE
Magnetiseing me with her allure

If really love her I shud tell her
But If I really don't I shud confess
But tell her perhaps perhaps perhaps (stolen ;))

True that I can't forget my tumultuous past
In such matters of love and matters of heart

I am trying my level-best to recover
A new beginning awaits me,
which I am trying to discover

Hoping against hope tht she won't be bad
Helpless my heart has become,her a growing fad

This might be a foolish infatuation
But gradually tranforming into an obssession

Pls tell me a way out as I wanna run away from this
Thought its true,her heart is such a target,
nobody sane wud like to miss

I try to vacate my mind ,off her nuances
But it won't listen as it is more stubborn than I am
Afterall it is a part of me,
Something which I want to be

I know this will be a fiasco
But it is true,that being hurt and again falling into same thing
Is like rediscovering a lost treasure
whose importance nobody on earth can measure

I wanted to have a loving happy heart
always but it was destined to be a differnt art

The art of GOD,the hand of CUPID
One moment life's colored,the other iits insipid
One time its kind,other times its wicked

Oh god show me a way out of this
Why does the heart crave for something which can't be Its'
She is a THING i don't wanna miss
Still I wanna get out of this...

Because the joys associated with it euphimereal
Something which is a nebula appers to be real
Your eyes are concealed by rose colored glasses
Love has been fooling millions of the masses

As the foolish heart chants euphonies of her loveliness
Hiding beneath them the aftermaths which is nothing but ugliness

This time I dont wanna even try
As I cant muster the courage to cry

Being lovestruck makes you feel good
But when reality bites,u wanna get out of it if you could..

So I want a way outta this
Lose sth which I surely dont wanna miss.

Fun-focussed Bschool song for fin-focussed (taken from CBS with minor changes)

Every breath u take
Every change of rate

Jobs u don’t create
While we still stagflate
I ll b watching u

Every single day
you take my pay

When growth goes away
Inflation will stay
And I ll watching u

Oh can’t u see
The FM where I should be

How my poor heart aches
At each of ur mistakes

First u move ur lips
And hike a few more bps

When demand then dips
Yield curve flips
I’ll be watching u

Since u came supply lost w/o a trace
I dream at night that I ll punch u in the face

Ur interest policies I can’t embrace
I feel so wronged, long for his place

I keep crying …hell hell … pls


Oh can’t u see
The fed chair be me

How my poor heart aches
When prices escalate

Every move u make
Every oath u take

Hope your models break
And that smile is fake
We ll be watching u
this place is great

Your name should have been DEW not what it is now!!

Innocence trickles off your face when you look up
When they meet mine,your eyes appear divine

Etched out on your face so well, those pearls of sight
Makes me feel ashamed ,but staring in your eyes is a delight

Its not just that, You look beautiful
But you cast a magical spell on the passers by
You have become an inspiration of each and every guy

They say "When You are in love you already ahve committed adultery with her in your dreams"
But that definition fails in your case as you are simon-pure
Too puerile,too full of childishness,too innocent to lure

Your coiffure is a jewel in the crown
When your hair tease you ,when you frown

I feel like playing with your hair locks
Ah those flirtatious hair ,they sure rock!

When rain drips down your handsome face
I wish I were those drops of water,I grimace
But I can't be that,Oh what a disgrace


Am I wrong if I call you DEW
You are one among the only few

I will sure Change your name Oh angel-face
I can't openly call you DEW,thats a disgrace

When the bright sun peeps out off the cloud-cover
While you get drenched in the slight drizzling shower

And when the lustrous rays fall on the drops oh pretty girl
They appear to me like small,heavenly crafted beads of pearl

The rest of you I can't write about as I have never noticed or seen
The moment i see you,my eyes are fixated upon your facial sheen

You are a slow poison,your innocent beauty is killing me
I wait for Nirvana,death when my soul will be set free

Atleast after that,I can sit among the stars and look at you
You are God's finest creation,the blessed beauty,Oh innocent DEW!1

Why did I create DEW?

My heart is bleeding once more
Again that terrifying pain's galore

The more I try to forget youThe more you keep coming back to me
More i try to escape,the more my heart is drawn to you

Have I gone insane,why do you I keep on inviting this pain
When I remember your alter ego,I try to remain stoic
But this gives me more pain,my emotions start out to drain

Why is God militating against my heart
Why is this invisible bond still there. From which it is impossible to depart

I have walled up my emotions ,my pain
We dont talk anymore,Alas! those invisible walls between us
But why my heart and mind are at war,why is this fuss?

But how walls can be in my heart and in my mind
Where still you are the only one I can still find

Is it a sheer coincidence of events or God's cruel act
You came here,in this life,which I have trying to enact

There is an apocalypse in the making
Stripping off the life I have been faking

You had better places to go, but still you chose the niche I had created
To hide from your thoughts and ofcourse you, by whom my heart was cheated

I tend to look the other way,to ignore you when we meet
Since the last 3 years all I have been trying ,is to retreat
Still You capitalised upon what you knew very well about
That ,In love,the toughest thing is to accept a defeat

I was simple,my emotions were so virgin-like,my love was so uncanny
But with that one coupe de'tat you have deplumated it,into pieces so many

The pieces so many that i have being trying to gather them since those last 3 years
And then you turn up here,why?To see my heart bleeding ,to witness a tsunami of tears

I wish my heart had several backups,atleast the one you broke could be thrown
So that atleast I could live painlessly and if not happily, but just carry on

But no that would not happen as God's playing on you side
Both of you,smoothly,taking my shattered emotions for a ride.

I tried to abberate,find my solace in that beautiful girl,I crafted and called"DEW"
But alas thts my fate,even finding happiness in dreams is no longer under my purview

I love to hate my life now,to stitch back those minuscule pieces of broken heart
You were the one,who taught me that love is not an emotion but a bloody ART.....