The night the eyes and the ...

Do you have an idea how much sadness lies beneath those ghastly eyes
I was always about love, you were always about those tiny fights
Sincerely hope to God that he gives you the rightful insight
Atleast may be you know how to differentiate the wrong from the right
I open my eyes and still see darkness ,I try to muster all my might
Is this a cul de sac , a tunnel that I take hoping to find some light
I still wonder whether I have gone blind or it is just another night
A night which will pass away certainly and my mind sees again the day's light

As I go pensive lost somewhere in the train of my thoughts
May be the train would stop somewhere at a place sans the drought
The drought which has dried up happiness and pain it has brought
I wonder what I am going to do these long years I have got
Again the mind goes numb with pain and makes me suffer a lot
I pray I could go back in time and wish we had never fought
Was it I who did not make a move , was it worth a shot?
This I wonder still trying to seek answers, caught in my web of thoughts

"The ILEs"


I have been heart broken,I have been missing happiness for quite a while
Suddenly you come in like a gush of fresh air, add that element of smile

Your beauty is a show-stopper, your charisma is free of any guile
You are like the respite which someone gets after closing a long buried file

Even when I am worn out, tired, hurt, you wanna make me walk that extra mile
Holding someone's hands , with her lustruous hair brushing against my shoulders,it has been a while

Oh can't you see how much life you infuse in this soul with your vivacious smile
You seem to be that nurturing force that has let me out of my shell, my exile


When I touch your hands, your tiny fingers stick out ,oh they look so fragile
But in reality these fragile hands have been my real strength all this while


You helped me get out of my last association which was nothing but full of vile
It was mea culpa to trust someone so much, but how could I help it , I was so docile

With her all my efforts , my emotions, my thoughts seem to run futile
With you I feel surrounded by positivity , my imagination turns fertile

Oh happiness seemed to avoid me ,I used to busrt into guffaws of laughter erstwhile
Before you walked in there was utter chaos, I was turning into an imbecile

I was losing my head , making millions of mistakes turning into a senile
You came in rescued me , undid my sorrow ,getting me this better tomorrow,letting me relive my charms- charms which were so boy like, so puerile


This association with you was so divine ,so immaculate,so unforgettable as if each moment was worthwhile
You make pain go away, you ward off my sorrow, you kill my unjoy , as if you are the magic wand and all the pain in the world in just volatile

my heart out: The black Box

my heart out: The black Box

The black Box

Pls return back my thoughts,that have captured you and now they are haunting me
You stole my peace, parting us into you and Me when we were meant to be We
Don't you understand these walls between us can't be in our hearts, can't you See
One of us was meant to have a box full of emotions ,the other was supposed to have the key
You let them brew out of the box, expuragating the wildest emotions and gave away the key

The girl in blue

I watch her from the knook of my eye everyday
yesterday today and the upcoming day

Somehow she resonates the strings of my heart's imaginary harp
Certainly her infectious smile has an effect so sharp

Her aura obliterates you completely takes you off your toes
Remember her sincerity suave drives away your woes

Her persona epitomizes her dignity

She looks no less then a reincarnation of trinity

Is it love is it lust or is it a fatal attraction

The heart is pumping ,effervescent with affection

How am I related to her is an enigma and an unanswered question

Still I feel that there is a kind of connection

The heart has stopped,beat is frozen, life seems to be stuck in that fraction

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Entangled in the ever-embracing shackles of temptestuous life ;his heart cribs to break-free

Still trying to get rid of the captivating effects of so-called love which it might never achieve

Seems like a distant uncouth possibility which the not known Mr. Nobody is trying to deceive

And then the poorest of his hearts' imagine ;thinking all over again about her charms

Does she remember nothing ;even the evenings they spent together in each other arms

She sold love for a better bargain and the same he bartered for agony and pain

Puzzled like crosswords and confused like riddles is what his heart is;crying in disdain

Wonders his heart that if could actually seek a wish, what would it actually ask

Would it ask for her heart bleeding too which he wants to visualize hidden in a mask

Why is he still desperate to prove to her that he is good and his heart still feeble

When he knows to the fullest of truths that the good has parted and his heart is now evil

Pygmalionized

In my own foolish world , I created an ideal woman - Dew
Pygmalion had Galatea , and all I have is you

I fell in love with your beauty which this world can't see
You liberate my entrapped passion ,setting my soul free

As Pygmalion begged Aprodhite to breathe life into the statue
Likeways,I beg God to fulfill my wish and grant me just you.

In all these wasteful years,I realised that I am a man of words,not so few
But I am not blessed enough to let them pour out to express them to you

You are my favorite fantasy, your face an ecstasy, your smile a spell
Your talk is so mellifluous , an olio of charms you are for which i fell

My mind counsels me to forget you, to dampen your thought
Heart refuses to let you go, and let your memoirs rot

They have been at daggers drawn over what to do with you
The only point they agree on is that you are one of the few

People ridicule my exaggerated imagination -mocking at the world i created for you n me
All i have is hope against hope,that my sinopure dreams will materialize ,for them to see

The day shall come when you will be mine, when parting-oceans between us will dry
When I will be sitting by your side gazing in your eyes under the star studded sky

Underneath the smiling moon, on the velvet turf,chanting hymns of love

But imaginations do go wrong,love does get defeated,dreams do get shattered
So I dont let words pour out of my mouth, to end up things that mattered

I prefer to pygmalionize my small imagiantive world
where I have you and therefore happiness ,oh sweet one!!

Kitni baatein kahne ko hai

Kuch baatein rah jaati hai ankahi
Chup rah akr kya mila,kuch kahte to sahi

Bas chup chaap dekh kar muskura dena
door se dekhna aur paas aakar gardan fira lena

chahtee kya ho tum ?, ek baar kah toe deti
Ek baar kam se kam humaara imtihaan toe leti

Hum toe rah gaye itne bad naseeb
Chah kar bhi naa aa paaye tumhaare kareeb


Jisko tum samjhti rahi mera guroor
Woh tha darr "naa sunn ne kaa "ey huzoor

Kuch Na ,behtar hai Naa se maanti hona
Batao!! Naa mil paana accha hai yaa khona?

Itni baatein kahne ko thi par hum bhi chhup rahein tum bhi
shayad kuch aisa ho , mil jaaye kahi aur fir kabhi

Issi aasha mei likh rha hoo yeh ki tum shayad parr paayogi issey kabhi kisi dinn
Tab tak mai karunga tumhaara intezzar,ginunga saal,mahine aur har ek dinn